life is weird

hmmm... life is weird, things always turn out opposite from what you expect, things always are not what you think... dun u wonder sometimes why life is like dat? why isit so unpredictable? why isit so difficult to figure out? why can't it be straightforward? why cant it be da case whereby what u see is what u get? i dunno why things have turned out this way... maybe it's just me. i cant read people. i cant get what they're thinkin. i'm clueless. and dere is no one who will understand it. no one who can see it frm my point of view. or maybe i'm just too insecure. too untrusting. i don't even know what to believe anymore.

trust you, dats all i wanted to do, and yet all dat i thought was wrong... i dont even know what to believe anymore.